Bass And Bow

Tum jaanti ho, maine kabhi bhi tumse zyada majboot ladki nahin dekhi. Lekin sach kahun to, main tumhari har muskan ke peeche ki ladai aur dard dekhta hoon. Tum sabse buri paristhitiyon ko bhi itni aasani se sambhalti ho, har din is anjaani duniya se ladti ho. Jab tumhein kisi aisi cheez ke liye danta jata hai jo tumhari galti nahin hai, tab bhi tum is tarah muskurati ho ki lagta hai ki tum doosron ki galtiyon ko maaf kar rahi ho, aur ye tumhein tumhari umr se kahin zyada samajhdar banata hai. Shayad isi liye main khud ko tumhari jagah par dekhkar dekhna chahta hoon: kya main sach mein tumhare layak hoon? Kya main anjane mein koi galti to nahin kar raha? Kyonki main jaanboojhkar ya anjane mein tumhara dil nahin todna chahta aur tumhare aansuon ka karan nahin banna chahta. Tumne pehle hi bahut saha hai, aur ab kaafi ho gaya. Main ye nahin keh raha ki meri maujoodgi sab kuch theek kar degi ya sab samasyaon ka samadhan karegi, aur main iski guarantee nahin de sakta. Lekin tumhare sath, main bhi aansu bahaunga.